keropoke

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 16:47:55 GMT

i like readin my blog.

e past entries, i mean.

haha. hey anyways. anyone missesssss me?:0

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 16:07:17 GMT

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Tue, 04 Oct 2005 04:30:39 GMT

my right eye can't see..
i'm onli dependin n totally relyin on my left eye..
even so.
i still hav to squint realli bad..
yea.
visited sgh yest.
how great..
spent one whole dae there..
hav to b back on thurs..
sighh.
i need my vision back.SOOn!
*prays

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 02:59:28 GMT

hi, it's me.

wonderin y i'm up so earli n at home huhz?
well.
let me do some updates.
firstly, i actualli got a hols job.
yep! u got it! a hols job.
one that stretches all e way to e wk b4 sch reopens.
cool ya?ritez.
in case u r wonderin y i feel that u shd b amazed..
let me enlighten u.
usually.
in most most most cases.
finding a hols job..is pretty impossible.
why is tt so?
bcos hello.
if u r an employer.
u wldn't wanna hire someone who's jus gonna work for one n a half months and den disappear?
not after all e time u spend training e person n all? yea?
yep.
so usually e minimum requirement is to commit at least 2 months.or 3.
okie.u may sae dere's 2-wk temp jobs out dere.
but hey!
we are tokin abt killin time n makin FULL use of ya hols here.
which includes being productive.
yup.
so see now.
when i sent e resume durin my study week.
god knows i didn't even EXPECT a reply.
but wosh.
e in charge came callin e wk after my exams.
went for e interview.
n he called two days later.
said i'm empolyed!
as an Education centre Assistant.
sounds cool?
ritez.
wad do i do?
u won't believe it.
i change maths qns and set maths qns.not forgettin comin up w e solution.
basically it's a 5 day wk n 8 long hours in frt of e comp each dae.
dun tink it's easy work.
bcos it's SO NOT.
ur eyes get blurry n ya head hurts so bad at e end of e dae.
no.
i'm not realli doin it for e money.more of experience too.
yeaa.
so as i was sayin.eyes.
rmbr i got sore eyes..or to be more accurate, Conjunctivitis..
bout one wk ago?
yep.
it's back!
so far..
i'm supposed to start last mon.but i started on tues instead.
bcos of e eyes.
over e wkend.became totally no life n stayed home.
bcos of e eyes.
which got worse den.
n tis wk.
tues(tt's yest)didn't turn up for work.
didn't feel like my eyes can stand tt 8 long hrs.
n today?
same thing.tink e nerves connectin to my head is actin up.
my head actualli hurts when i roll my eyes.
how great huhz.
so i called in again.
ritez.
tis time i'm greeted w a 'oh.okkie..i will let e in charge know abt tis.ok..bye'..
tt's it.
call me paranoid.
but dun u feel tt i'm jus bout to get e sack soon?
i mean dey r kinda racin against time n dere's still quite a pile of work left..
i do feel e sense of responsibility ya.
n oh.forgot to mention.dey dun seem to b convinced.
asked if i hav gotta an mc..
i said no.after all.i still got e bloody medication frm last wk!
n den i'm required to go get one today!
sheesh
jus got back frm clinic.
u won't believe it.
i got a THREE days' mc!
gosh!
stunned.
i tink e doc hinted sth tt resembles a 'quarantine'.
yea.well.
btw.nva in my life have i gotten 3 days' mc..
so i'm still in shock.ritez.
n e best thing.
y mus it happen now?
durin my hols?
disrupt every every thing.
stayin at home.makes me bored. restless. i can't so much.
i wanna get out.i wanna do sth.i'm SERIOUsLY goin crazyyyyyyyyy
n now.regardin e work.shd i jus turn up tml?bcos if i dun.i tink dey will realli ask me to leave.
den.i seem like so weako.i'm usually healthy n fit ok!
y tis thng keep buggggggin me?!?!!?!
argh.
or how.
i dunno if it's my eyes.or i'm jus under influence of frens.
but.it seems like i shd probably jus dun do anything n enjoy my hols.to e fullest..
yea?
den again.
i noe i will feel guilty. spendin money n all..
n my mum.she seems v into tis job i got.she feels it's educational.n i guess it gives her sth to tok to relatives abt huhz.
dun quite get it.it's not tt i WANT tis infection to happen to me ok.
but i'm resigned to fate la.it's fated.mayb i shd jus heck care n rest at home.
or jus simply block out e guilt.
wadever.
sigh.
ok.
i wish i can upload pics.show u guys my eyes.but nah.i dunno how n i tink it's a little scary.
tis Realli seems to b a Long post.
okkie peeps.
tkc.
*waves
i feel so alone.esp when i stay home e whole day..n practically Every day.eyes!recover k?!?!
*god bless. prays

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 07:14:55 GMT

i.hate.sore.eyes.

bcos i got dem now.
sigh..

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 10:13:48 GMT

right.
so i'm back again.
i'm feelin guilty.
i'm eating non- stop.
n not doin anything.
like realli.
other than starin into space,
watch tv,
and surf the neet.
this sucks man.
but e moment i sit at my desk.
i jus wanna get away frm it.
i'm so dead.
accounts in 1 day's time.
n i HAVEN'T even touched it AT ALL.
freak it.
wad's e bloody matter w me.
n yea.
to make it worse.
y am i tokin to myself here.
i shd realli do sth.
like.
now.
right.
sighhhh.
argh!
where is MY motivation?!?!?!

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 03:45:10 GMT

ok.
it's study week.
i REALLI shd feel motivated.
so y am i not?
*pray for me.
i'm starting to get worried.
make that VERY worried.

some things never change.

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 05:46:02 GMT

guess wad.
i ponned work today.
it's kinda an achievement ya.
but yet.
i'm feelin quite bad.
right.
onli thing i can do..
sorry guys..i'm jus feelin like crap.
dun feel liek workin.
esp today.
dun askk me y..
i hav no idea myself too.
oh well.
wad's done cannot b undone.
next wk.
sch re-opens.
tell me.
y is it that hols ALWAYS seem to fly past w/o u even noticin it?
sheesh.
i need a break.
from life.
hah.tt sounds weird.
alright.
god bless.
n pray for me.
pls LET everything b alright n go smoothly.
ayeee.
bye peeps.

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 04:46:56 GMT

hi world.
i feel.well.good.
yes.sort of.
cos why?
i ponned lotsa classes n all.
but yea.u noe wad.
at least i finished this Tutorial due at three today.
cool, huh?
of cos not la.
shd hav done that at home.
but yea.u got it.i'm getttttttin sooooo lazy.
getiin lazier by e dae, in fact.
[location report]
TAS lab now.
grace on my right, and ade on my left.
josephine n kim yee on my extreeeeeme left.
yep.my grpmates for this sem.
last thing,
hope things go smoothly.tt's it.
god bless.
meanwhile.
apel kinda enlightened me.
topic's on prejudices.
-learn not to judge based on first impressions-
right.
alright.bter dun tink so much.
bye world.
take care.

Fri, 13 May 2005 16:25:37 GMT

this post is dedicated to geok.
though i don't know if she will ever c it.
anyway.
GeOk!
happi happi 18th bdae to ya~~
sorry.abit late.but.it comes from e heart k.
hope u guys hav lotsa fun tml celebratin ya!!!=]

Sun, 01 May 2005 16:05:05 GMT

hey peeps.
haha.
next next wk onwards i'm gonna b officially workin at parkway's delifrance.
haha.
not that i'm veri enthu.
first thing.
it's far.
second.
e pay's realli low.let's jus sae it starts w a '3'/hr.yea.sth like tt.
and...
well.
i dunno.
plan to use it to kill time n gain experience la(like real).
well.fine den.
come visit me peeps(i think?)
okkie.byes byes~
heh

.q.u.O.t.e.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 04:37:27 GMT

"I'm only happy when you are happy, and I may not like you, but I'm going to do everything in my power to ensure you like me."

...people- pleaser

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:45:20 GMT

really.
i DESPERATELY need a job.
e whole world seems to have found their hol' job but i'm still rotting here.
why?
i'm still looking.
i'm still hunting.
i'm still flipping e papers, sometimes.
so tell me why can't i just find a bloody job w a decent pay??
i can't take it any longer.
i can't stand staying at home.
i can't help feeling gulity whenever i go out and spend money, which is almost like everyday of the week.
most of all.
i need something..or someone.to keep the loneliness at bay.woah.
RIGHT.
so.what can i say.i'm completely going mad.
wad's new.
-smiley with baring teeth-

--this post is specially set aside for...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 05:28:38 GMT

MS LIM KAILI.

yes, correct. YOU!
haha. now. i figured with my linkie (peeps!she forced me!!>.<) in ya hands, i'm totally at ya mercy.
but fear not. my plan here is to use ya own name to scare youuuuu~~
hohohh.good one there.
][Have i succeeded?][
*grins

this comes from somewhere..

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 03:06:46 GMT

On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will giveyou a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed.

On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "How boring. Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed.

On the third day God created the cow. God said, "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty."And God agreed again.

On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you twenty years." Man said, "What? Only twenty years?! Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty the cow gave back and the ten the monkey gave back and the ten the dog gave back...that makes eighty, okay?" "Okay", said God, "You've got a deal."

So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; for the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; for the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.

There now.
Life has just been explained to you.

please let me rant.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 09:05:21 GMT

okkie.
woah. i feel the urge to blog man.
but first of all. let me warn u guys. this is not a nicey entry.
arghhh.
noe wad. i got a big fat 'D' for my tto coursework. right. 'D'!!!
alright. it's not like i particularly care about my grades la. i mean. usually this kinda thing won't exactly affect me. but the thing is. wad w my target to average a 'B' for this sem n den oso doin my work all(last sem i jus happily slacko thru).. i jus. feel kinda demoralised. like. oh. all of a sudden. i CAN'T believe it. a 'D'. if this was last sem. hey. den i will definitely be more den glad to get tt grade. i mean. pass. hey! cool. but it's not! i feel that i deserve a bter grade this sem. realli. after all. i did try my best. i put in MORE efforts den last sem. WHY are e grades still e same? arghhh. my eyes almost POPPED out when i saw my grade. sigh. oh well. but den again. let mi do some self evalution here. i guess i haven't been puttin in as much effort as i claimed la. aye aye. i may hav worked harder for other subjects. but this one... nah. oh well. mayb not. i think i vaguely rmbr scenes of daydreamin in klas n den kena caught by e STOOOOOOOPID tutor. yep. tt's right. e tutor jus DUN like me la k. correct. she has sth against me. at least. i feel that she does. plus this sub is one of e most borin ones u can ever imagine. i'm sure haing will agreee w mi too. argh. anyway. i dunno!! mayb this sudden realisation that i dun quite EVEN like this sub has kinda affected my judgement. ahhh.. how am i gonna feel motivated to study for the tto paper on wed? tell me. how?
now den. i guess this grade is. well. acceptable. LAH.
-i feel loads better-
hoOhoHoo. :)

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 12:25:47 GMT

hula.
craving for ban mian now.heh.will go eat on fri w geor n all(hopefully).
ahhh..study week now..oso e march hols.hah.suddenli havin e same hols as sec sch n jc peeps seems kinda weird.after all.our hols always come at e wrg time.or rather.we r usually a bunch of pretty isolated kids having hols on our own..den studying when other peeps have their hols.woah.tt came out sounding kinda w-e-i-r-d huh.oh well..anyway.ooo.hope i can get a job tis hols.desperate in need of one.i strongly DUN wanna stay home n rot!!sigh.pleaseeeeeeeeee let me find a goody ol' job!
btw.veri long never cya all already la.wanna go for a nicey, long, big suki buffet next wk?mayb thurs after e papers.heh.anyoneeeee onnnn?alright.jus a suggestion.guys,tkc k!:)

-nOnsEnsE-

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 20:40:33 GMT

cAn yOU fEEl It??
cAn yOU, cAn yOU>>?
cAn yOU sEnsE It??
thE prEsEncE cAn bE fElt, rEAllI.
I wAs hErE. :]

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:21:54 GMT

can i sae sth?
my piggy display pic is SOOooooooOOO cute!!!
(i found it in my floppy.dunno which kind soul left it dere for mi to use!hehe)
*beams*

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 02:07:39 GMT

after much much much much much pondering and STARING at da screen.. i finally realised.. e answer to my qn.. why my reply to theresa'S thread ended up at e bottom.. hahah! not bad. it's an acheivement.. heh/
hav to bounce off to bath den go sch soon.. but seriously.. i'm in no mood man. supposed to do some work in e morn.. but.. hah. ended up eatin n watchin tv.. sheesh. ultra serious case of festive mood! n realli. tt kind of mood has been with me since e start of e sem.. haha. oops. soooo.. mayb it's jus plain laziness. tsk tsk.. aiyoz.. wah. i can go crazy.. for e next few weeks.. dere's gonna b lotsa lotsa deadlines to meet n den presentation.. arghhh.. hope will b alright la.. i can't wait for da exams to b over.. which i guess would b soon.. hu noes. e next time i update.. it would b my hols already. haha//

i need some good ol' exercise.. but i'm SO lazy! how. peeps. date mi out somedae for a jog or sth ya? anything to get my ass off e sofa.. hah. ritey ho! =]
happy Valentine's~~

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 03:27:52 GMT

ah.
i'm at my fren's place now. look at e time! woah. it's realli a miracle. i'm usually not up until noon.. oh well. am supposed to exercise den go for a good meal.. but i'm seriously in no mood plus feeling super super lazy.. so yea. went eat eat eat onli.. hah.
Happy New Year!
had a fight with my mum yest. big one. over sth i consider rather trivial too. so of cos.. i feel tt it's kinda ridiculous.. n i said so.. and apparently my mum was damn hurt and guess she started wad u would call a 'quarrel'. yea. things got nasty. i slammed door n went out. heard she cried. i cried. blah blah.. irritatin. sigh. it's not like i want tt to happen. so. part of e reason y i'm here at my fren's hse. dun exactly wanna c her when she wakes up.. yea. i feel bad la. but den. it's not like it's entirely my fault wad. she was sorta like e one hu started it first.. oh well. wadeva. i den dun wanna tink le. hope things will turn out fine la. *shrugs
okkie..ritey..so yep.next few weeeks..gonna b tough..projects n assignments due..will b rushin dem..but well.meanwhile.i oso dun wanna tink so far ahead.let mi enjoy tis wkend le..
-God bless-
tkc guys.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 19:56:00 GMT

ooo. look who's back. it's me.

hmmmm..i wonder.lately i have been having lots of peeps telling me how chubby i am.how small my nose is.plus how much my hair sucks..esp when i can't be bothered to style it.damn.alright.to be frank.i was really irritated by da increasing comments and all.but hey.one can become immune, yea?heh.so.fine.i'm a PIG>wosh.n sure.i will try to do sth bout it. mayb go on a diet or sth.though i doubt it.i'm not likely to make myself suffer and give up all da *yummys* tt i haven't exactly tried.shit.but den again.i dun quite like e idea of my bingeing showing so visibly.veri bad.n new yr is coming.i jus hate it when silly relatives wanna compare.wad's there to compare, realli.i strongly believe.that there's always something in a person that others dun have.everyone's unique in their own ways.dun ya tink?i love ppl.i love observin them n den spottin their different different wonderful points.y can't humans..or rather.more specifically.s'poreans.y can't dey jus get away from da comparin stuff?it's bloody terrible for a child's development, u noe.luckily i let it one ear in and out.if not..i dun dare to tink wad will become of mi.for future parents, try to be more appreciative towards ya kids ya?if u aren't already so.

ritey.enough of that.my.one whole week of total rotting and doing nothing.yep.realli nth.hah.it seems almost like da end of a sem instead of da term break.tml.back to preparing for sch.hopefully will get sth done.but not like da tutors particularly care bout u completin ya work la.nor r ya frens.i guess.poly.it's all abt 'independence' indeed.agreed.watched 2 movies in da past 2 weeks.so on average.one movie per wk.hah.not forgettin da goody meals tt go with them.first was phantom of e opera.damn.u jus dun wanna miss it.it's such a fantastic show.was superb.music was one word.g-r-e-a-t.catch it soon.if ya haven't.n den followed by 'shall we dance'.awww..so many touchin scenes..as quoted from e movie.. "your life will not go unnoticed bcos i will notice it. your life will not go un-witnessed bcos i will be ur witness.." tell me.do u or do u not feel sth~?!isn't it sweeeeeett?alright.done..!

i'm reminded of da show i missed on mon.its debut.desperate housewives.monday monday ten.mus rmbr to watch!*tryin to make myself rmbr*ahhhh..guess i'm pretty finished w all my crap.goin off now den.wonder when i will post again.hopefully won't b long.meanwhile.tkc peeps.may God bestow us a wonderful life filled with happiness plus tons of love.*smiles.God bless. =]

"Remember that what's right isn't
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and what's popular isn't always
right."
Everybody makes mistakes; that's
why they put erasers on pencils.

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 19:58:45 GMT

m3rry christmas to all!! :]

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 15:38:01 GMT

hey.
hav u ever felt tis way?
-uncertain
-anxious
-frustrated
-irritable
-angry
-crushed
-disturbed
-lost
-disappointed
rite. a little of each element. a mixture. why. i'm not sure.
i dun feel G-R-E-A-T. n i dunno why.
something's like at da back of my mind.. kinda naggin at mi. but heys. i can't identify it. jus can't.
sch has started. haven't exactly been too smooth. yea.
firstly, i made a bloody asshole foooool outta myself at da ONLI tutorial of da week-tt's my cds(psychology) class. forget bout da details. jus noe. it didn't go as well as i wld like it to b. yea.
next, i seem to hav a BIG prob w interactin N communicatin. i jus CAN'T seem to tok properly. or. sae da correct stuff. in other words. i kinda sae lotsa stuff tt i REALLI didn't mean to sae. my brain's like totally nto functionin. i dun even tink b4 i speak. guess in da process, i hurt a few peeps. i'm sorry. realli am. my sincere apologies.
i feel like slappin my own face. wad the hell's wrg with mi?!!?!
sometimes. i feel like. it's jus so hard to b a human. i smile. i hav ppl sayin i'm too nice. easily bullied. i tok. i hav ppl sayin i am too friendly n give ppl da wrg impression. i keep to myself. i hav ppl sayin i'm anti-social. i change my hair style. ppl say i look like ah lian. when i'm serious. no one takes mi seriously. [so. wad. do. u. wan. mi. to. do.]
or mayb. jus mayb. i hav been hangin w da wrg grp of ppl. i dun exactly like e idea of bein a loner. but i guess. i can try. hey world. if u can't appreciate mi. den it's realli jus tooo bad la huhz. fuck off la. i hav been tryin. too much. too much for mi to handle. u dun like wad u see. den i hav nth to sae. mi. i'm movin on..
-practise makes perfect .y do tt. when no one is perfect-
okkie. bter. now. guess i realli jus haven't adapt to sch n all. damn.. but it's a matter of time.
"meizhi:jia you!!!"
time doesn't wait. n you can't turn back time.
alright. God Bless.
~~~~~cheers>

i'm alive! sorry for not postin.. heh/

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