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January 9th, 2006
12:52 am
i like readin my blog.
e past entries, i mean.
haha. hey anyways. anyone missesssss me?:0
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November 20th, 2005
04:07 pm
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October 4th, 2005
12:25 pm
my right eye can't see..
i'm onli dependin n totally relyin on my left eye..
even so.
i still hav to squint realli bad..
yea.
visited sgh yest.
how great..
spent one whole dae there..
hav to b back on thurs..
sighh.
i need my vision back.SOOn!
*prays
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September 28th, 2005
10:56 am
hi, it's me.
wonderin y i'm up so earli n at home huhz?
well.
let me do some updates.
firstly, i actualli got a hols job.
yep! u got it! a hols job.
one that stretches all e way to e wk b4 sch reopens.
cool ya?ritez.
in case u r wonderin y i feel that u shd b amazed..
let me enlighten u.
usually.
in most most most cases.
finding a hols job..is pretty impossible.
why is tt so?
bcos hello.
if u r an employer.
u wldn't wanna hire someone who's jus gonna work for one n a half months and den disappear?
not after all e time u spend training e person n all? yea?
yep.
so usually e minimum requirement is to commit at least 2 months.or 3.
okie.u may sae dere's 2-wk temp jobs out dere.
but hey!
we are tokin abt killin time n makin FULL use of ya hols here.
which includes being productive.
yup.
so see now.
when i sent e resume durin my study week.
god knows i didn't even EXPECT a reply.
but wosh.
e in charge came callin e wk after my exams.
went for e interview.
n he called two days later.
said i'm empolyed!
as an Education centre Assistant.
sounds cool?
ritez.
wad do i do?
u won't believe it.
i change maths qns and set maths qns.not forgettin comin up w e solution.
basically it's a 5 day wk n 8 long hours in frt of e comp each dae.
dun tink it's easy work.
bcos it's SO NOT.
ur eyes get blurry n ya head hurts so bad at e end of e dae.
no.
i'm not realli doin it for e money.more of experience too.
yeaa.
so as i was sayin.eyes.
rmbr i got sore eyes..or to be more accurate, Conjunctivitis..
bout one wk ago?
yep.
it's back!
so far..
i'm supposed to start last mon.but i started on tues instead.
bcos of e eyes.
over e wkend.became totally no life n stayed home.
bcos of e eyes.
which got worse den.
n tis wk.
tues(tt's yest)didn't turn up for work.
didn't feel like my eyes can stand tt 8 long hrs.
n today?
same thing.tink e nerves connectin to my head is actin up.
my head actualli hurts when i roll my eyes.
how great huhz.
so i called in again.
ritez.
tis time i'm greeted w a 'oh.okkie..i will let e in charge know abt tis.ok..bye'..
tt's it.
call me paranoid.
but dun u feel tt i'm jus bout to get e sack soon?
i mean dey r kinda racin against time n dere's still quite a pile of work left..
i do feel e sense of responsibility ya.
n oh.forgot to mention.dey dun seem to b convinced.
asked if i hav gotta an mc..
i said no.after all.i still got e bloody medication frm last wk!
n den i'm required to go get one today!
sheesh
jus got back frm clinic.
u won't believe it.
i got a THREE days' mc!
gosh!
stunned.
i tink e doc hinted sth tt resembles a 'quarantine'.
yea.well.
btw.nva in my life have i gotten 3 days' mc..
so i'm still in shock.ritez.
n e best thing.
y mus it happen now?
durin my hols?
disrupt every every thing.
stayin at home.makes me bored. restless. i can't so much.
i wanna get out.i wanna do sth.i'm SERIOUsLY goin crazyyyyyyyyy
n now.regardin e work.shd i jus turn up tml?bcos if i dun.i tink dey will realli ask me to leave.
den.i seem like so weako.i'm usually healthy n fit ok!
y tis thng keep buggggggin me?!?!!?!
argh.
or how.
i dunno if it's my eyes.or i'm jus under influence of frens.
but.it seems like i shd probably jus dun do anything n enjoy my hols.to e fullest..
yea?
den again.
i noe i will feel guilty. spendin money n all..
n my mum.she seems v into tis job i got.she feels it's educational.n i guess it gives her sth to tok to relatives abt huhz.
dun quite get it.it's not tt i WANT tis infection to happen to me ok.
but i'm resigned to fate la.it's fated.mayb i shd jus heck care n rest at home.
or jus simply block out e guilt.
wadever.
sigh.
ok.
i wish i can upload pics.show u guys my eyes.but nah.i dunno how n i tink it's a little scary.
tis Realli seems to b a Long post.
okkie peeps.
tkc.
*waves
i feel so alone.esp when i stay home e whole day..n practically Every day.eyes!recover k?!?!
*god bless. prays
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September 16th, 2005
03:12 pm
i.hate.sore.eyes.
bcos i got dem now.
sigh..
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September 4th, 2005
06:09 pm
right.
so i'm back again.
i'm feelin guilty.
i'm eating non- stop.
n not doin anything.
like realli.
other than starin into space,
watch tv,
and surf the neet.
this sucks man.
but e moment i sit at my desk.
i jus wanna get away frm it.
i'm so dead.
accounts in 1 day's time.
n i HAVEN'T even touched it AT ALL.
freak it.
wad's e bloody matter w me.
n yea.
to make it worse.
y am i tokin to myself here.
i shd realli do sth.
like.
now.
right.
sighhhh.
argh!
where is MY motivation?!?!?!
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September 2nd, 2005
11:41 am
ok.
it's study week.
i REALLI shd feel motivated.
so y am i not?
*pray for me.
i'm starting to get worried.
make that VERY worried.
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July 16th, 2005
01:41 pm - some things never change.
guess wad.
i ponned work today.
it's kinda an achievement ya.
but yet.
i'm feelin quite bad.
right.
onli thing i can do..
sorry guys..i'm jus feelin like crap.
dun feel liek workin.
esp today.
dun askk me y..
i hav no idea myself too.
oh well.
wad's done cannot b undone.
next wk.
sch re-opens.
tell me.
y is it that hols ALWAYS seem to fly past w/o u even noticin it?
sheesh.
i need a break.
from life.
hah.tt sounds weird.
alright.
god bless.
n pray for me.
pls LET everything b alright n go smoothly.
ayeee.
bye peeps.
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June 28th, 2005
12:41 pm
hi world.
i feel.well.good.
yes.sort of.
cos why?
i ponned lotsa classes n all.
but yea.u noe wad.
at least i finished this Tutorial due at three today.
cool, huh?
of cos not la.
shd hav done that at home.
but yea.u got it.i'm getttttttin sooooo lazy.
getiin lazier by e dae, in fact.
[location report]
TAS lab now.
grace on my right, and ade on my left.
josephine n kim yee on my extreeeeeme left.
yep.my grpmates for this sem.
last thing,
hope things go smoothly.tt's it.
god bless.
meanwhile.
apel kinda enlightened me.
topic's on prejudices.
-learn not to judge based on first impressions-
right.
alright.bter dun tink so much.
bye world.
take care.
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May 14th, 2005
12:20 am
this post is dedicated to geok.
though i don't know if she will ever c it.
anyway.
GeOk!
happi happi 18th bdae to ya~~
sorry.abit late.but.it comes from e heart k.
hope u guys hav lotsa fun tml celebratin ya!!!=]
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May 1st, 2005
11:58 pm
hey peeps.
haha.
next next wk onwards i'm gonna b officially workin at parkway's delifrance.
haha.
not that i'm veri enthu.
first thing.
it's far.
second.
e pay's realli low.let's jus sae it starts w a '3'/hr.yea.sth like tt.
and...
well.
i dunno.
plan to use it to kill time n gain experience la(like real).
well.fine den.
come visit me peeps(i think?)
okkie.byes byes~
heh
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April 11th, 2005
12:32 pm - .q.u.O.t.e.
"I'm only happy when you are happy, and I may not like you, but I'm going to do everything in my power to ensure you like me."
...people- pleaser
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April 9th, 2005
09:37 pm
really.
i DESPERATELY need a job.
e whole world seems to have found their hol' job but i'm still rotting here.
why?
i'm still looking.
i'm still hunting.
i'm still flipping e papers, sometimes.
so tell me why can't i just find a bloody job w a decent pay??
i can't take it any longer.
i can't stand staying at home.
i can't help feeling gulity whenever i go out and spend money, which is almost like everyday of the week.
most of all.
i need something..or someone.to keep the loneliness at bay.woah.
RIGHT.
so.what can i say.i'm completely going mad.
wad's new.
-smiley with baring teeth-
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March 31st, 2005
01:23 pm - --this post is specially set aside for...
MS LIM KAILI.
yes, correct. YOU!
haha. now. i figured with my linkie (peeps!she forced me!!>.<) in ya hands, i'm totally at ya mercy.
but fear not. my plan here is to use ya own name to scare youuuuu~~
hohohh.good one there.
][Have i succeeded?][
*grins
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11:03 am - this comes from somewhere..
On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will giveyou a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed.
On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks, make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "How boring. Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed.
On the third day God created the cow. God said, "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty."And God agreed again.
On the fourth day God created man. God said, "Eat, sleep, play, marry and enjoy your life. I'll give you twenty years." Man said, "What? Only twenty years?! Tell you what, I'll take my twenty, and the forty the cow gave back and the ten the monkey gave back and the ten the dog gave back...that makes eighty, okay?" "Okay", said God, "You've got a deal."
So that is why the first twenty years we eat, sleep, play, and enjoy ourselves; for the next forty years we slave in the sun to support our family; for the next ten years we do monkey tricks to entertain the grandchildren; and for the last ten years we sit on the front porch and bark at everyone.
There now.
Life has just been explained to you.
Current Mood: dorky
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March 21st, 2005
04:46 pm - please let me rant.
okkie.
woah. i feel the urge to blog man.
but first of all. let me warn u guys. this is not a nicey entry.
arghhh.
noe wad. i got a big fat 'D' for my tto coursework. right. 'D'!!!
alright. it's not like i particularly care about my grades la. i mean. usually this kinda thing won't exactly affect me. but the thing is. wad w my target to average a 'B' for this sem n den oso doin my work all(last sem i jus happily slacko thru).. i jus. feel kinda demoralised. like. oh. all of a sudden. i CAN'T believe it. a 'D'. if this was last sem. hey. den i will definitely be more den glad to get tt grade. i mean. pass. hey! cool. but it's not! i feel that i deserve a bter grade this sem. realli. after all. i did try my best. i put in MORE efforts den last sem. WHY are e grades still e same? arghhh. my eyes almost POPPED out when i saw my grade. sigh. oh well. but den again. let mi do some self evalution here. i guess i haven't been puttin in as much effort as i claimed la. aye aye. i may hav worked harder for other subjects. but this one... nah. oh well. mayb not. i think i vaguely rmbr scenes of daydreamin in klas n den kena caught by e STOOOOOOOPID tutor. yep. tt's right. e tutor jus DUN like me la k. correct. she has sth against me. at least. i feel that she does. plus this sub is one of e most borin ones u can ever imagine. i'm sure haing will agreee w mi too. argh. anyway. i dunno!! mayb this sudden realisation that i dun quite EVEN like this sub has kinda affected my judgement. ahhh.. how am i gonna feel motivated to study for the tto paper on wed? tell me. how?
now den. i guess this grade is. well. acceptable. LAH.
-i feel loads better-
hoOhoHoo. :)
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: alicia keys- karma
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March 16th, 2005
08:18 pm
hula.
craving for ban mian now.heh.will go eat on fri w geor n all(hopefully).
ahhh..study week now..oso e march hols.hah.suddenli havin e same hols as sec sch n jc peeps seems kinda weird.after all.our hols always come at e wrg time.or rather.we r usually a bunch of pretty isolated kids having hols on our own..den studying when other peeps have their hols.woah.tt came out sounding kinda w-e-i-r-d huh.oh well..anyway.ooo.hope i can get a job tis hols.desperate in need of one.i strongly DUN wanna stay home n rot!!sigh.pleaseeeeeeeeee let me find a goody ol' job!
btw.veri long never cya all already la.wanna go for a nicey, long, big suki buffet next wk?mayb thurs after e papers.heh.anyoneeeee onnnn?alright.jus a suggestion.guys,tkc k!:)
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March 10th, 2005
04:37 am - -nOnsEnsE-
cAn yOU fEEl It??
cAn yOU, cAn yOU>>?
cAn yOU sEnsE It??
thE prEsEncE cAn bE fElt, rEAllI.
I wAs hErE. :]
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February 23rd, 2005
09:20 am
can i sae sth?
my piggy display pic is SOOooooooOOO cute!!!
(i found it in my floppy.dunno which kind soul left it dere for mi to use!hehe)
*beams*
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February 14th, 2005
09:58 am
after much much much much much pondering and STARING at da screen.. i finally realised.. e answer to my qn.. why my reply to theresa'S thread ended up at e bottom.. hahah! not bad. it's an acheivement.. heh/
hav to bounce off to bath den go sch soon.. but seriously.. i'm in no mood man. supposed to do some work in e morn.. but.. hah. ended up eatin n watchin tv.. sheesh. ultra serious case of festive mood! n realli. tt kind of mood has been with me since e start of e sem.. haha. oops. soooo.. mayb it's jus plain laziness. tsk tsk.. aiyoz.. wah. i can go crazy.. for e next few weeks.. dere's gonna b lotsa lotsa deadlines to meet n den presentation.. arghhh.. hope will b alright la.. i can't wait for da exams to b over.. which i guess would b soon.. hu noes. e next time i update.. it would b my hols already. haha//
i need some good ol' exercise.. but i'm SO lazy! how. peeps. date mi out somedae for a jog or sth ya? anything to get my ass off e sofa.. hah. ritey ho! =]
happy Valentine's~~
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